Have Quality Time with Myself

17 August 2011 @ 3.02 PM

It seems that i'm getting used with being alone,, I mean no one can accompany me..But i think its okay, and not be shame because i was alone..

Start with having breakfast, lunch and dinner by myself, playing game online, watching television and hang out by my self..for the first time i feel terrible because i can't find anybody who can accompany me..

But later i change my mind, that nothing wrong from being alone / by myself. I still can enjoy, but just in case, just enjoy it by my self..haha..

I have a boyfriend but he's far far away from me. Sometimes i feel that we're not getting so intense anymore because he is just send me message like a report about where he is and about what he is doing there. When i don't find him, then he don't find me to.. --"

What supposed i do ..

And just sometimes i do think that, can i just be a single today, tomorrow and the other day?

it is not because i'm not feeling grateful have someone special in my  life, but i am to afraid to realize that he's not care about me anymore..i know that we all have our free time but can't he spend his free time with calling me just to make sure that i am okay here..

And now i'm ready to go to Gramedia bookstore and spend time there, tour arround the bookstore until nite come and coming home again. So, today i am having quality time with my self.. :)
GBU.